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Not emo.... Well Maby A Little......
Cheyenne is my name.... and im 11
Yea im young but who freakin cares?!!?
I have Ma bestines on ma side
Tamia, Lechong, Caitlin, And Ann
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My Mommy Once Told Me That When My Daddy Died Butterflies Carried Him Up To A Place Called Heaven And A Man Named God Is Watching Over Him... Since Then Ive Tortuned And Killed Every Butterfly That Wouldnt Take Me Up To Visit Him.
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More about me?? im not goth but i luv black
these is my fave bandiezz
-Cobra Starship
-Fall Out Boy
-Three Days Grace (Pain is the best song ever!!)
-Paramore
-Linken Park
-Plain White T's
-Flyleaf
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Im Way Different & Im Proud Of That

What happens when everything u ever wanted leaves?? What happens when you though you had it all but actually you were in love with your best friend? And now he’s gone. And you realize you’re really not in love with your boyfriend. Now what?? Great you’re on my track now. Dang he wanted me and I secretly wanted him 2 but u no what?? He’s gone. I screwed up. I find my self listening to the song that he gave to me. And I never told him I really loved him but not as my best friend, more than that, way more. He used to call me and make me laugh all night, now he calls once a week telling me were he’s at and telling me how great of a time he’s having. All I want to tell him is to come back, come and hold me tight, never let go. My boyfriend knows that I love him, but he thinks as a friend. But that’s his fault; instead of loving me right, he went playing around and let me go fall in love with another boy. But also its mine. I can’t help but get to know a boy, and then really get to know him. But now I’m stuck in between the boy I wanted forever and finally got and the guy that was always there for me no matter what. And all I want is a boy that will hold me tight and kiss me in front of all his friends, one that isn’t ashamed to point me out to all his friends and say ‘That’s her!’ or one guy to prove to me there not all the same. One that won’t keep breaking my heart for the fun of it, or making me cry just so he would look like a man. But u no what? My boyfriend wasn’t there when I was crying, he was, and now he’s all gone. Without a hug, or a kiss goodbye. But what was I supposed to do? Tell him not to go, and wait for me to end this relationship once and for all? I couldn’t do that, he waited to long already. And I blame myself I guess. I should’ve given him a chance instead of taking my stupid boyfriend that made me cry all night back. I had my chance, I gave it away. Now, now what? I think he would still want me but were to far away. We could spend all night on the phone, but I would still want him to be there for me to hug and kiss. He will always find another girl, but I can only hope for another guy as great as him. One that will waste his time even though he knows he not going to get anything out of it, he spends it with me trying to make me feel better and I know how much I just want to say yes I will go out with you, but then how much I still love my boyfriend. And again, stuck. I’m now crying and wanting him to come back, but thinking of if my boyfriend would be sad if I just ended it? Probably not, I mean I really don’t feel his love. He might kiss me on the check, and defend me to his friends, but I no deep in his heart he really wouldn’t cry if I let him go. Unless for the last month he’s felt everything I haven’t. Love, happiness, fullness? I’ve been felling empty and lonely and when were together he rarely even touches me. I have been waiting so long for him to get over his ex’s, his crushes, and his girlfriends to see that I love him and that he could love me. But I guess I was just another girl, just another prize to say he won. I hope I’m more than that. I hope one day that one guy will treat me like his queen, and love me more that I think he does, and I will feel the love too. Right now all I feel is like I’ve been abandoned, and left to die. Just kill me now, I want the agony and sadness to end, and never come back. But I can’t let the word get out, that I want my life to end, cause if it did? Actually who would really care? Who would really want me to be alive?
-----------------------------Enjoi Wrote by Koolkat21212

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